Ella was diagnosed with Syringomyelia and taught me more in her short life about how to live life to the fullest, love with all your heart, and learn from each other.

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The moment I first held Ella, my world changed. She has touched so many people giving love as a therapy dog but now it is time to give back. No matter how hard she tries to give, her eyes show sadness and pain.

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Seeing Elton Run Brings a Smile and Tears

Recently, I've been having a blast with Elton. We have discovered the parking garage at my apartment is the perfect backdrop to the city skyline and also is prime property for ball chasing.  He has quite the personality.

I have been sad today because I think of Ella. I think of how she loved chasing the ball and the day I threw the ball to have her just stare in the distance, frozen and unable or not willing to run. I am thinking of the dog stroller in my closet. Would she be in the stroller, in my arms? I think about how nice it has been to have Elton next to me snuggled up on the sofa or in the bed letting me touch him. How I longed for just a few minutes of Ella to be close to me but she didn't like to be touched anymore. I would be on the sofa and she on the top and I would just have my arm stretched just to touch her and be connected.

I will leave work and wipe my tears and take Elton to the top of the roof tonight. I will throw the tennis ball and watch him run but I will imagine Ella in the wind next to him running just as fast and smiling with me.


Jana Rade said...

Ella will for ever remain in your heart.

I don't like that you made me cry though ;-) But in spirit I bet Ella IS running right beside, just as fast and happy.

MademoiselleBlume said...


A new section has appeared on our blog: Baika's Blog, which is named after our little dog. It's called "what's new with the CKCs ?". An automatic list of the 10 most recent updates of a selection of CKC blogs from around the world. From now on in one glance all visitors can be kept informed of the news in the Cavalier King Charles world.

Any CKC blog owner can participate by giving us the link to their blog. Whenever there is a new posting the link to your blog will be shown in the list. We of course would appreciate if you could add a link to our blog in return.

CKC blogs of all languages are welcome. We'll add a mention next to each blog if it's in French (FR) German (DE) or in English (EN).

We hope this new tool will reveal itself as practical and interesting for you as it is for us.

See you soon!

MademoiselleBlume / baikasblog.blogspot.com/